Bah

When you see all your hard work go into this never ending black hole called "experience" and "knowledge" maybe you'll think like me.

Its absolutely heartbreaking.

Its end of the month pittance payment time.

Take a deep breath at the end of the month, and tell yourself that you need to keep at it for months on end, and then judge things. At the end of a year take a deep breath, and tell yourself that you need to keep at it for years, and then judge things.

Sigh.

If I last that long.

I also haven't the time. Is my life really only going to start when I'm too old to do anything about it?If at all it starts. Am I to lose so much? And for what?

But what's to be done? Que sera sera.

Such a shiver down the spine it sends.